Alone

All alone
When you sitting there, and nobody calls, and you waiting there by the phone
Pain is all I ever known, but every time I try to change it
I'm welcomed back and I hate it

All alone
When you sitting there, and nobody calls, and you waiting there by the phone
Pain is all I ever known, but every time I try to change it
I'm welcomed back and I hate it

Whenever it's great, I know that's it always gon come to an end
Cause when I begin, I'm lost in the words, but each of us learn that we sin
What's growing thin? My patience
I need to earn that again
Make an arrangement, more like some solitude
The loneliness mixing with gin
That's what I've never done
Put a bullet through, if I had a gun
Wait, back it up, let me think first
My therapy is a quick verse
There's more ahead, but I think worse
I wonder if a person did curse, me, cause it never does work out
So I go write my song, and then put the work out
Hoping that people will see it, a moment of joy is all that I'm needed
And if I receive it, I know that it goes away
I'm doing more than most today
Other times I run out of words, I don't know what I'm supposed to say
Got family that are around me, but usually those will hate
I'm really just stuck in a circle, I don't even act it, this ain't no rehearsal
I'm sharing my pain, I hope I immerse you
All of that baggage, you hide it, you save it
You don't wanna lay it all on the table, you won't be the favorite
But it's lovely being your own
I hope that you seeing that you're not alone

All alone
When you sitting there, and nobody calls, and you waiting there by the phone
Pain is all I ever known, but every time I try to change it
I'm welcomed back and I hate it

All alone
When you sitting there, and nobody calls, and you waiting there by the phone
Pain is all I ever known, but every time I try to change it
I'm welcomed back and I hate it