WHY am i still HERE

Why am I still here
It's all a dream
I say instead of waking up
Been feeling stuck
It's only up from here
It has to be
If not oh we'll I've given up
The chase is fun
Only if there's something won
Just enjoy the journey
I have done but still ain't seen the fun
Youngest you're our only one
A lot we both done spent on ya
It's all out of love
Still I feel pressure to return but

Why am I still her
It's all a dream
I say instead of waking up
Been feeling stuck
I still want you to be near
I know it's dumb
Still my heart won't give it up
Over my head I been thinking
On mind you keep coming up
Said this night I won't think of ya
Now it's 5 am and I'm still sitting up
As of lately I don't say enough but
That don't mean that I ain't feeling much
Honestly feel like I feel too much
Probably why I'm still attach to ya
Yeah

Why am I still here
Yeah
Still tryna figure it out
Don't feel home in my own house
I thought that maybe cause I've grown
But that's been happening till now
Thought that these melodies would help
But I just sing to myself
Inside my head I spend at night
Dreaming for another life
I still like mine but better
I would never mind
If I could be that would be fine
Look at me I'm really trying
Why am I still here
It's all a dream
Since 21 I been waking up
Nowadays ain't really saying nothing less it's worth it
I don't think I got high standards
She just got to be close to perfect
I hope she knows I'm talking about her
I could write a hundred songs
But it wouldn't matter if you ain't hear
Being forced to ask myself all the time
Why am I still here



Credits
Writer(s): James Xavier Randolph, Ttthou
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