Fall Again

I try my best to fall again
Break your heart, blame you and then
Apologize and do it over again
Cause I don't, I don't love myself
My inner child has gone through hell
And I'm acting out because I'm trying to love you well

But I know, I know it comes from hurt
And realizing that it doesn't work
And I know, yes I know you're afraid
So I'm asking you, I'm asking you to change
Cause you're hurting all the people stuck around you
And it doesn't fucking matter what you've been through
So I'm asking you, I'm asking you to change
Cause you're never gonna live through it this way

So try your best to fall again
Pick those pieces up and then
Use those edges to start over again
Cause I know, I know it comes from fear
That everyone leaves cause she's not here
But I'm telling you now there's people around who love you dear

And one day you're gonna make it
And you'll say remember days when you changed
Against all odds you beat this thing
And one day they're gonna love you
Not just for what you've been through
But for the heart you made
Despite your yesterdays

So you'll try your best, you'll fall again
You'll pick yourself back up and then
You will use your pain to start over again
And I know you can't imagine dear
You living a life without fear
But I'm telling you now that she is more afraid of you here
So try your best to fall again
Pick yourself back up and then
I promise you it's all worth it in the end