Lobotomy

My self-awareness and responsiveness is down
Detachment, derangement are all I've kept around
You took my thoughts, so I could not function by myself
You didn't want it getting out
Those secrets that I held
There's a fine line between benefit and risk
I wanted to feel normal, but I didn't ask for this

I will not tell my soul to reach a goal
I would rather die than lose control
Question everything, but don't say anything
Or they'll split your brain like a lobotomy
La la la la la lobotomy
La la la la la lobotomy

At the expense of losing all of me
Should I take the chance so that I can have the key
To finding peace in a world that wasn't meant for me
Because you told me that my mind was filled up with debris
It's an uphill battle to convince them I belong
Don't hold me back, I hope that I don't come off too headstrong

I will not tell my soul to reach a goal
I would rather die than lose control
Question everything, but don't say anything
Or they'll split your brain like a lobotomy
La la la la la lobotomy
La la la la la lobotomy

Ice pick through the eyes so that
You believe all the lies
While they tell you that you're fine
Until you hear the flatline

I will not tell my soul to reach a goal
I would rather die than lose control
Question everything, but don't say anything
Or they'll split your brain like a lobotomy
La la la la la (la la la la la la) lobotomy
La la la la la lobotomy