IV

Part one, part of me's in paradise
Maybe I'm a fool if I don't keep this classified
Part one, part of me's trying to resist
Never thought our connection would bubble down to this
Part one, part of me's missing
Sent it as voice notes just so I could listen
Part one, guess it's just starting
I feel like I'm a machine, but not an artist

{Forget it}
{Ready for the next one}

Part two, only place I wanna be is with you
Part two, I pick it up so I don't feel confused
I'm still in doubt, maybe a little angry, short fuse
Part two, the only part that's for you
I'm just waiting for the next one, hoping it makes sense
People ask me for my opinion, give them two cents
It's part two, I need a new stance
I need to find a new experience, make some new friends

{It's getting... colder
So is it... over?}

Part three
False read, force feed, negative deed
I'm in the back seat playing another scene
Make my best attempt to stay unseen, I'm feeling lean
Part three's got me feeling like I'm not real
Part three, I blast the song on repeat
Dance around, seems it wasn't meant to be
That's what I found
Circumstances taking me for rounds, I've been around
I'm in and out
I feel disorganized, I just wanna close my eyes

So I jump straight to part four
When the situation's got me feeling like I still need more
When I'm on a different wavelength than I've ever been before
When feelings got me tied up, I feel like closing the door
Then I remember part two
The part where I could never stop myself thinking of you
And then I'm taken back to the antics of part three
And it reminds me of what emptiness could be
I feel like a machine