Dead Friends

Please don't say a word,
I've heard it all before,
At least a thousand times,
I've heard it all before
It's all in my head,
I just need some sleep,
But I can't fall asleep, and
I don't sleep
All these pills that I take just to Keep me sane,
Make me feel like a corpse and I'm Rotting

If I take a few more,
Will this all go away
Now I'm face down on the floor
She is screaming,

Please don't go
Please stay, at least a little while,
I swear I'll try
This time,
We'll make it better

But nothing ever changes
They say I'm a danger to myself,
I guess they're right,
Cause I don't know how to cope
And the longer that I hold Cigarettes onto my wrist,
The longer I exist
Between these bare walls and Hospital gowns,
With fluorescent lights in Hallways that we pace up and Down
Just to kill some time so we don't Kill ourselves
But we're all screaming,

Please let me go
I don't want to be here,
I swear I'll try
This time,
I will get better,

But the first chance I get,
I'm fucking out of here
I don't know what's next,
But I'll die to find out,
At least I'll try
But these fucking machines, They're designed to make me Breathe
And my life's a prison
There's tubes in my throat, there's Tubes in my throat, there's tubes In my throat
But I'm still screaming,

Please don't go
Please stay,
At least a little while,
I swear I'll try

This time, we'll make it better