Hope you'll never meet me

I do this thing when I feel small
I see how long I can wait to call
Keep you coming back
Can't be too attached
You got this thing where you look so cool
You're way too hot to be in my room
I hid all my things
Scared of what you'd think

And now you're telling me straight to my face
That you don't want a fling
And I know
Yeah I know
That you been searching my eyes for a sign
But I'm so terrified
'Cause I know
I dont know

Hope you'll never meet me
Might sound weird
But I think that you'll see it's better
(Better)
I think it's better
(Better, better)
Maybe one of these years
I'll be good
And you'll wanna stay here together
(-gether)
Or maybe never
(Never, never)

I do this thing where I get too close
Give way too much and then think you owe
Owe me something back
Hate when I do that
I just don't like people that I meet, no
I'm tryna say you're a rarity
Do you feel the same?
Just say if I should change

'Cause I've been feeling the space on the days
When my phone doesn't bling
And I know
That it wont
Still I can't seem to get out my head
Should I try you again?
I don't know
But I know I

Hope you'll never meet me
Might sound weird
But I think that you'll see it's better
(Better)
I think it's better
(Better, better)
And maybe one of these years
I'll be good
And you'll wanna stay here together
(-gether)
Or maybe never
(Never, never)

Or maybe
Or maybe never
(Never)
Or maybe
(Never, ne-)