Stairs Hold Memories (Voice Memo)
I write all of my songs at the bottom of the stairs
In the same place you first kissed me
I told you all of my favorite stories
I told you everything
Look in the mirror
My reflection is not looking back at me
And I'm here in the stairwell
Drinking an ice cold beer
Throw down a blanket so I could catch some sleep
And now here I am
Now why don't you love me
Cause I don't know where to go from here
But I know one thing
I'm lacking love for myself
Not lacking love for everyone else, no
I can feel my pressure on my back
It's getting so hard to breathe
Look in the mirror
All I see is blood
No I don't recognize me
Cause I am not who I was
And I can't say it enough
I don't love who I have become
Close my eyes for a moment
Take a deep breath
Fill my lungs with smoke
my friends are blowing from a puff puff pass
Self-medicate my feelings
Cause the medicine makes things worse
The stress on my back is growing
No I can't make up for the things I lack
Lacking love for myself
Not lacking love for everyone else
Cause I care about the nothingness left
After the disaster takes place
Your heart is bleeding, look at me
Crying over your tears
My legs feeling restless, my bones begin to cry
And I don't want all my songs to be so fucking sad
But that's just who I am
That's just who I am
In the same place you first kissed me
I told you all of my favorite stories
I told you everything
Look in the mirror
My reflection is not looking back at me
And I'm here in the stairwell
Drinking an ice cold beer
Throw down a blanket so I could catch some sleep
And now here I am
Now why don't you love me
Cause I don't know where to go from here
But I know one thing
I'm lacking love for myself
Not lacking love for everyone else, no
I can feel my pressure on my back
It's getting so hard to breathe
Look in the mirror
All I see is blood
No I don't recognize me
Cause I am not who I was
And I can't say it enough
I don't love who I have become
Close my eyes for a moment
Take a deep breath
Fill my lungs with smoke
my friends are blowing from a puff puff pass
Self-medicate my feelings
Cause the medicine makes things worse
The stress on my back is growing
No I can't make up for the things I lack
Lacking love for myself
Not lacking love for everyone else
Cause I care about the nothingness left
After the disaster takes place
Your heart is bleeding, look at me
Crying over your tears
My legs feeling restless, my bones begin to cry
And I don't want all my songs to be so fucking sad
But that's just who I am
That's just who I am
Credits
Writer(s): Cj Thompson
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