Farewell Felix

(coldcorpsecollective)

"I don't wanna' lie, you're just not my type"
She told me "never again"
I be gettin' high to stay alive
And pray to the sky that she don't call me ever again
But i'll be the first to say
I wish you would've walked away
It's hard to believe in forever again
Now i'm forced to be pain
Destroying your toxic ways
And if i fail, don't remember me then
(Don't remember me then)

So, why's it feel like I always make the wrong move?
Why when you called would it always be about you?
I'm sick of hearing the same old excuses
"I'm the villain", "never listen"
And there's always something in it for you
That's the past, moving forward is the mission
On premonition alone, there's zero chance i'm ever missing
I'm wishing that they would see
That it's never you vs me
It's despicable, highly lyrical
And always something up my sleeve
It's sad, too bad, three cheers for all the years
'Cause my new bitch bad, too glad
To never have to deal with you again
I hate it for you truly
All the evil in the world masks beauty
Lemme' tell you in advance
If you wanna' take a chance
It's so different at first glane
'Cause you'll leave too

"I don't wanna' lie, you're just not my type"
She told me "never again"
I be gettin' high to stay alive
And pray to the sky that she don't call me ever again
But i'll be the first to say
I wish you would've walked away
It's hard to believe in forever again
Now i'm forced to be pain
Destroying your toxic ways
And if i fail, don't remember me then

So, how'd it get to be that I was blind
Can't tell a truth from lie
But that's what I thought
My fault
That's my bad
So when you get to where you wanna' be in life

Goodbye