Homesick (Now-I-Am)

Homesick while I'm home
I can remember a time
Where I used to be happy when I was alone
I wonder if 'tis my destination
(Hell)
I'm not perfect after all
Maybe I never wandered off the path
And this is the way I was supposed to be playing the ball

Sometimes I wonder if any of this is my choice
I try to listen to the voice inside of me
But I don't know if that is really my voice
(voice, voice)
I try to sit back and imagine that it is all imaginary
And in actuality I am a part of a bigger plan

But I'm a bitter man, a beta male
Try'na become a better man
No impediment, never again
You will see the light that I will be in
I wonder how long is left
Before I find what I need on my doorstep
(on my doorstep) 2x
And well
Now-i-am

Homesick while I'm home
I can remember a time
Where I used to be happy when I was alone
I wonder if 'tis my destination
It is the way that I grew up after all
Maybe I never wandered off the path
And this is the way I was supposed to be playing the ball

I guess it's a curse and a benefit
(Hit & miss)
Wanted to be on the party
Part of a body
Without a spot on the guest list
Yeah that's it, it's a death wish
And it won't recede...

But we're gonna see
What we receive

But 'till then,
Homesick while I'm home
I can remember a time
Where I used to be happy when I was alone
I wonder if 'tis my destination
It is the way that I grew up after all
Maybe I never wandered off the path
And this is the way I was supposed to be playing the ball



Credits
Writer(s): Alessandro Di Perna
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