Lost In Thinking

As if I had no other problems, broke up and lost appeal
I can barely handle myself, either I'm confused or really sad

Always carry these thoughts with me because I don't already know
A liberated mind, a clear head, no living in the moment

There is you how am I supposed to know
Even if I'm scared shitless, I risk, break or caress

I'm lost in thinking about you
Do I fell in love
How can a dead connection force
Itself to be, an unknown source

Guess what why thinking about you
Shall that be love
Seems more like a figment out of
Control

Try to tame this storm better, meditation with liquid drinks
A constant thought game about the future
Even after the school bell rings

Lasting pursuit of perfection makes your inner balance tilt and burn
In addition fucking my mind to the point of no return

There is you how am I supposed to know
Even if I'm scared shitless, I risk, break or caress

I'm lost in thinking about you
Do I fell in love
How can a dead connection force
Itself to be, an unknown source

Guess what why thinking about you
Shall that be love
Seems more like a figment out of
Control

Either you'll be my light
Or my downfall
There is only black or white
Of all the steps I've done
I feel this is my biggest one

I'm lost in thinking about you
I'm lost in thinking

I'm lost in thinking about you
Do I fell in love
How can a dead connection force
Itself to be, an unknown source

Guess what why thinking about you
Shall that be love
Seems more like a figment out of
Control