Relax

God knows that I tried
And God knows that I lie
God knows that I try
When I was trying to do my best, I couldn't make it

Relax, just a little bit and let it just flow
Off the tip of my tongue
Didn't know what I was capable of until I tried
It took me a few thousand times to make it

In my dreams, I lie awake
Wondering, what is the takeaway
When I can't see it
In my dreams, I lie awake
Sleeping to, escape from, all of these walking demons

So I'm wondering why
With my knees on the ground
And my head held high
Do I need to pray some more
Do I need to just do this more
I've put in all the work that I can give to this craft
Got nothing left, I'm feeling so damn sad and bad about myself
I can't go on this way, I got nothing left

In my dreams, I lie awake
Wondering, what is the takeaway
When I can't see it
In my dreams, I lie awake
Sleeping to, escape from, all of these walking demons

That's why I try to runaway
Yeah, I always try to hide
Drowning sorrows in the alcohol
And I always wind up wondering
What I'm doing here
Why am I even on this earth

I don't have the answers to all of these questions
I don't think I ever will
And that's how I think it was intended
We'll never know what we mean to the people that we love
We just gotta keep showin' up
Yeah, we just gotta keep showin' up
That's why I like to fill my cup, man I always drink it up

In my dreams, I lie awake
Wondering, what is the takeaway
When I can't see it
In my dreams, I lie awake
Sleeping to, escape from, all of these walking demons

I always had a hard time believing in God
And I don't even know if I do anymore
I just go with the flow, wherever that it goes
And I land on my feet, and always got that hope

It doesn't matter what you believe in
As long as you believe in something
Even if that person's yourself
You just gotta believe it