Hyenas

I'm depressed, everybody on my neck, I can't express
Weight up on my shoulders, wish I tear them out my socket
Launch em off just like a rocket, they hit me with that bop it, stop it
Why don't you just cut it,
explain what you mean?

I'm just rockin, how can I communicate, I need to alleviate, ease the pain
Pray they understand my pain, not compare it to another, not greater, not worse
It's just not the same
I'm depressed, everybody on my neck, I can't express

They say they understand, it's just a joke, we playin games, funny, that's why I feel
I'm a handicap, walk around in my baseball cap
Hide my face, hide my shame, hide my disgrace
Not deserving of a fourth or a fifth place

I sit in the corner counting all my disabilities
Having the ability to disappear without a trace
Bet you won't remember me, not my name, not my face
Not deserving of your grace, uh

My mind's addicted, bout to be evicted
Why should you be any different, sorry for your time I've wasted
Trust me I know how much a time waste is, every time I say
I miss you and we should get together

You hit me with a, sorry I can't do today
Name some more excuses, I would love to hear them
They all sound like you don't wanna hang
Fine, maybe then just leave, I don't wanna hang

Tell me do you feel my pain, do you feel the strain
Tension builds it's strange, see me blow up from a range
Hanging off a thread, let them watch me dead
While my face turns red, blood rush to my head

Think I'm just about dead, I'm depressed
Everybody on my neck I can't express
Everybody on my neck I can't express
I'm depressed, many different tries

All of them tell lies, here to make amends
Feeling like a trend, wanna feel the end
Spit on my damn face, race is just a chase
Why I feel so empty, wish they could come get me

Mistaken me for a friendly, they enemies befriended me
Reconciliation left the station, life is out of order
In and out the border, what is wrong with order
Treatments getting older, mistreatments of their sons and daughters

I can't stand abusive disorder, all around the border
I can't stand abusive disorder, I'm depressed
Everybody on my neck I can't express
Everybody on my neck I can't express

I'm depressed