Black Magic

In the book of tears and blood it's stated
"In the place closest to the heart of the earth
Cast pain and bones, fear and tears
Then call upon the earth
So that the molten rock can solidify."

I have crossed mists, forests, snows and deserts
Diseases, beasts, cold and thirst
Keeping what remains of the sacrifice

I am asked to shed the pain
But without it I would feel empty
I am asked to shed the fear
And now It's more than ever
I would like to drown my doubt in the fire
To have you with me for a moment
I would like to return to our embrace
Stay there forever and avert this pain

I have been here on the cliff for some time
Stare at the lava
I see my self-seeking reflected
In this mirror of world's blood
The crater as a frame
Of an open wound of this earth
And I don't feel like violating this beauty
To have you back
(Would be asking too much.)

I am asked to shed the pain
But without it I would feel empty
I am asked to shed the fear
And now It's more than ever
I would like to drown my doubt in the fire
To have you with me for a moment
Then I drown myself, I throw pain and fear
Into a cauldron of bones and tears