i wish

Guess I was just too much for you to handle
Not enough for you to stay
Now we cross paths like we strangers
But I don't wanna look at you that way
They say that it gets easier with time
But everytime be hurtin' more than the last
It's okay I'll be fine
Guess good things never last

I wish I woulda shown I was the lover for you
But back then I was a motherfucking fool I wish I knew
That I was gonna be lonely and stuck in a loop
When all I really wanted was to be a husband to you

Cause I'm a fucking screw up
Feel like I threw up
Head spinnin like I just got popped in my medulla
It's like a tumor
Measuring the pain
No ruler
Fuck how did I lose her
Heart like ice but theres no jewler
Only to be warmed with true love

That you provide
Girl I swear I fuckin tried
I put my pride to the side
But lowkey I wont lie
I hate any man that get to sit and talk to you and vibe
Cause I'm the only man that should be in ya fuckin life

I'm hard worker
I'm a big stepper
Most of all baby I'm the true love possesor
Everything you do and say I like to lock keep and treasure
Cause a future with you is my greatest life endeavor
But you don't listen to me
Girl you a def leppard
You got me wrapped around your finger
Like a ring bearer
Keeping me round just to make you feel so better
While I keep getting played baby I feel so lesser

So imma do me
Life's too sweet
Hanging on to false hope that you would wanna love me
But you a maneater you get full off the misery
That I get when you actin like you star in a movie
(Ha ha)

I wish I woulda shown I was the lover for you
Fuck that I'm glad I was a fool cause I ain't never knew
That you were the conductor of my motherfuckin loop
And now I'm glad I never was the husband for
You

See growin up is realizing our love was toxic
My heart was full
While yours was microscopic
So I'll leave ya life
Go and pack all my boxes
Its sad to see but I'm glad I finally see the logic

Bad girls are fun
But good girls have love
And I'd rather have the latter one
Then fall off that ladder son
Imma go rejoin the boys (boyce) like we cameron
And you can keep throwin ass like its a fuckin javelin
(Ha ha)

Fall of that ladder son imma go
Rejoin the boys like we cameron
And you can keep Throwing ass like it's a fuckin javelin
Imma live my life happy no madison

I wish I woulda shown I was the lover for you
But back then I was a motherfucking fool I wish I knew
That I was gonna be lonely and stuck in a loop
When all I really wanted was to be a husband to you
I wish I woulda shown I was the lover for you
Fuck that im glad I was a fool cause I ain't never knew
That you were the conductor of my motherfuckin loop
And now I'm glad I never was the husband for
You

I wish we coulda held on, a little longer
Wish we coulda tried
I wish I never had to let you go
But I guess that this is life, ooh woah
I wish I never knew
I wish we never grew apart
Wish you coulda stayed
I wish I coulda kept your love
Wished my wish would come true
Come through
But then again I'd be asking for too much