Letter of Pain

It was just you and I
And now it's only me
I spent December thinkin bout you now it's Christmas Eve

I thought you'd never leave
Now it's New Years Eve
I bought you diamonds, a necklace I gave you everything

I really can't believe
That you would ever leave
I thought you that we were meant to be

Fendi bags and all you need
Poppin I can't even breathe
Slice me up and dice me up I don't even care if I bleed

I'm so sick and tired of fighting I don't wanna believe

So was it really worth it?
Let's bring it to the surface

Who knew you'd make me cry a thousand times I'd never see
I just checked my phone and guess who decided to follow me

I just popped another bean
Chase it down wit sips of lean
I don't wanna know what you're saying or what is going on

I just got another jawn
Her and I've been going strong
I've been feelin great but I might just have to take one out the bong

Would you believe
What I've seen

I'll do my very best
Just one more right to the chest
Don't know what I'm feelin yet
I've been tryna get over stress

Ohhhhhh

Just a little something I wrote

I just hope this gets to you, you know?

Man I've just been, I just been goin through it

Explain to me, what's goin on man, that's why you're here describe how you been feeling

I don't man, I just feel like, I been makin all the right steps, I been tryna improve

I got a new girl and she makes me happy but, the past still gets to me, I still feel hurt by you know who and, ahh I don't know

But you do know. Tell me how you're feeling that's why you're here, it's why you're in therapy

Mann alright, here we go