Painting Pictures

Stuck in my head
Hospital bed
Stitching myself up again
Only for the thread and needles to come undone
Then I see her
In the mirror
I don't recognize that girl
Will I spiral if I deny the truth and run

Painting pictures of a girl who isn't breaking
At the seams 'cause I can't take it
Spending days overcompensating
Making sure I'm not mistaken
Saying that I'm more then being sick
Mmm

Nobody sees what's underneath
I am drowning in disease
Like a sinking ship that's trying hard to float
Hyperfixate on what I can't change
So I laugh off all my pain
It's the only way that I know how to cope

Painting pictures of a girl who isn't breaking
At the seams 'cause I can't take it
Spending days overcompensating
Making sure I'm not mistaken
Saying that I'm more then being sick
Mmm

I see me and my ghost
Someone nobody knows
We are never alone
She haunts me wherever I go
I see me and my ghost
Someone nobody knows
We are never alone
She haunts me wherever I go

Painting pictures of a girl who isn't breaking
At the seams 'cause I can't take it
Spending days overcompensating
Making sure I'm not mistaken
Saying that I'm more then being

Stuck in my head
Hospital bed
Stitching myself up again
Only for the thread and needles to come undone
Then I see her
In the mirror
I don't recognize that girl
Will I spiral if I deny the truth and run



Credits
Writer(s): Haley Rosenthal
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