It Can't Be

I've got a new hobby now
And it's called awaken at four in the morning
With her on my mind
She's a cottage core girl and she likes the simple life

She grounds me more than she knows it I need it I'm bleeding
From my ears because I just can't believe it
What I'm hearing it can't be
She's moving on without me

Now I can't fall asleep
Cause your voice used to soothe my soul
I still don't feel the same
Been about a thousand days
And I'm so dead inside
Without you

When I'm picturing your smile
And the way your scrunch your eyes
Am I better off forgetting you
Just to get me by
Cause the image is still there
Of the dimples in your cheeks
And every time you'd come around you'd
Dispel my strength to speak

It's just the way you used to make me feel
And I'm missing you so much now for real
I thought I'd get to stop running
But I guess it isn't so no

Now I can't fall asleep
Cause your voice used to soothe my soul
I still don't feel the same
Been about a thousand days
And I'm so dead inside
Without you

Now I can't fall asleep
Cause your voice used to soothe my soul
Maybe it's too late
We've gone our separate ways
But I still carry a torch
For you

Cause I don't wanna forget your face no
That would just be a perfect storm
To let me move on
To admit that you're gone
But I don't want that no

Now I can't fall asleep
Cause your voice used to soothe my soul
I still don't feel the same
Been about a thousand days
And I'm so dead inside
Without you

Now I can't fall asleep
Cause your voice used to soothe my soul
Maybe it's too late
We've gone our separate ways
But I still carry a torch
For you