SICK

I've been staying up too long
I don't even want to talk about it, yuh
Sitting here on my phone
Till the battery dies and I try not to think about you
Cause you're such a nuisance
Fucking with my mind just so I could lose it
Always stuck inside your head and illusion
You're delusional but you knew this
Oh shit, counteract my points just to prove it, damn

I don't believe it when you say that you love me
Everything that you said meant nothing
Everytime I look at you I feel disgusting
Cause you're nothing to me now
I'm so sick of all these games and assumptions
I've been up for three days can't function
See, you're trying to act tough but it's really all a bluff
Cause you'll never be enough for me
(No you'll never be enough, never be enough)
(Man, you're trying to act tough for me)
(Be enough)
(Be e-, be enough for)

I got 200 milligrams of caffeine and nicotine
Chest pains closing up my bloodstream and
Lexipro got my brain telling me
That even some of my OG's don't even know me, yuh
I don't believe it when you said that you cared
Cause you left me down and out and I don't even know where
And I'm so distraught, how was I so unaware?
That you were never really there
And now it's all just a memory

Why can't I step up?
My gaze allures you but you trash with some makeup
Still, I'm taking you out so don't stay here
Still, I'm thinking about
What you did dear, these past two years
A petty pawn I been caught in an en passant
But don't wait dear, if you stay near
Then I'm whipping down I-90 like the-

I don't believe it when you say that you love me
Everything that you said meant nothing
Everytime I look at you I feel disgusting
Cause you're nothing to me (now)
I'm so sick of all these games and assumptions
I've been up for three days can't function
See, you're trying to act tough but it's really all a bluff
Cause you'll never be enough for me
(No you'll never be enough, never be enough)
(Man you're trying to act tough for me)
(Be enough en- enough)
(Be e-, be enough for)