Up For Debate

Smoked at your parent's place because I thought you'd think I was cool
Started lying to everyone just to justify being with you
Four months pass, I cut all my hair off
Two weeks after that, I crash my car
And it isn't your fault but at the same time isn't it coincidental

Passenger princess and the worst mistake I ever made
Thought if I gave it all, you somehow wouldn't give it away
Five months pass, I can't take it
Two weeks after that, I say I needed a break
And I told you that it wasn't your fault, but I lied right to your face

I knew it wasn't right
And I knew it was a mistake
And I was spending all of this time
Fixing a heart that was meant to break
And you never saw through the lines
After I told you I needed space
Gave up too much, it really was a crime
But who's at fault is up for debate

First time I met your mom, she told me how nice I was
Bet she doesn't think that now that I left her dear old son
Three months in, you said you loved me
Two weeks after that, I caught you with her
You know, commitment is a funny thing, it needs both people in it to work

And I knew it wasn't right
And I knew it was a mistake
And I was spending all of this time
Fixing a heart that was meant to break
And you never saw through the lines
After I told you I needed space
Gave up too much, it really was a crime
But who's at fault is up for debate

I hope you look back in a few years
And realize the mess that you left
And if it just so happens that you're still with
The girl you wanted but didn't leave me for
I hope you thank me for leaving you first
Isn't that what you wanted
(isn't that what you wanted)
Thought it was me that you wanted
(thought it was me that you wanted)
But I wasn't

Thought I could convince myself that we were fine when I knew we were not
Told myself that fighting was natural and dealt with it for six whole months
Called myself insane and dramatic
Pushed everyone away, and you just let it all happen

I knew you weren't right
And I knew you were a mistake
And I was spending all of this time
Fixing a heart that wasn't mine to break
And you even gave me that line
"She's just a friend, don't worry, babe"
Gave you too much, and you didn't mind
You didn't mind