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I'm hoping that things will be starting to change
Cuz I can't keep living off dollars and change
Pulling the reins, around my neck
Like it's a noose
Who would 'a knew
That I would loose
Four years of struggling through
Four years of setting the proof
That I could make all these damn dreams come true
But something collapsed
Gps cracked
All of what was, is now in the past
Never thought a restart was needed
A new scene, new goal, all to believe in
But there's so many voices, they're teasing
Telling me to put up my shield and leave it
But I can't, there's no way, I'm just fiending
This game is my life, my wife, my right to fight
Every day that it's taunting me
I came to relieve it
Believe it
I am, what you are perceiving
Goddamn, can I choose what I'm thinking
Can I get a second
Seems like life just always has it's hands on my blessings
Keep testing
I'm testing the water
Tip toe the path I wander
Peep schemes from kings who seek to feed on those still weak
Close circles lead, while borders bleed
I'm starting to see, just how crooked and false these life's they lead can be

But I don't need no one
Only one under sun
Only one you can blame, when the pain come down way harder than rain
It's the same
Their true colors are all grey
They're all

It's been me
Only me
Had some friends
Watched em leave
Had their knives
Made em bleed
Scared my back
Like a tree
Forgiveness hurts
But proves it's key
I'm fighting battles that you cannot see
Sometimes I lie when i say I'm okay
But I think we can all call to that claim
Lace up your boots
keep a straight face
Sleeping the same
Still feeling drained
Trapped in mundane
Ruts like a grave
Writing and stacking these tracks for your plays
Dropping my sleeves and discarding my heart
Like everyone else
A dream's needing filled
Many will steal
Some going to kill
Dollars and bills
Dollars and bills

Bring in the pills
Lay out the coke
Call up the hoes
Light up the dro
Fuck all that noise
I'm trying to float
Live near the boats
Give me some peace
Swear I've been patient
While I'm doing me
Need a vacation from life and some weed
10 months have passed
Should known after weeks
Filling our stomachs with nothing but poison
Months at a time always on one or rolling
Taking a break but the energy's stolen
Time's going to shake all the hands and reshow em
Some turn up red and the others get broken
Trust ain't a given, but it been forgotten
Every time that I turn I'm finding
My hands are always tied with lies and attempts to keep me blinded
From the truth
I need a new
Perspective to
Understand why I am struggling through
Cuz I can't keep running these circles with you

Yeah I don't need no one
Only one under sun
Yeah I don't need no one
Only one only one

Yeah I don't need no one
Only one under sun
Only one you can blame, when the pain come down way harder than rain
It's the same
Their true colors are all grey
They're all grey