Myself
I feel a lil nauseous
Thinkin bout my dawg it make me sick that hurt me regardless
Everything I came I stood up and I stood the tallest
But I never gave up
Everytime I fell down I got back up
I look my momma in my- in her eyes and I, that just hurt me because shit we ain where we needa be and she
I don't want her to see a disappointment in her son you know?
People looking from the outside but they don't really know what go on in the inside
I'm jus tryna do everything that I gotta do to feed my family, just make it where I wanna be
It's like a mental game when you ain't there though
It just hurt me the worst that i ain't there but I'm just staying patient waiting my turn
Imma long way from home
I'm getting higher & higher, I'm tryna fix what I done wrong
I kinda wished they called my phone
I'm getting tired & tired, I'm only venting in my song
I had a long day, damn I gotta ball without my dawgs it gives me heartache
Forever though I gotta keep it strong that's what they all say
Trell I got yo back, that's what they tell me, what they all say
I been on my last witchu, you pull the string it all break
I give you whatever and I'm still selfish
Yeah, I couldn't even help you but I still helped you
Put you on my shoulders & you still shelved me
You can't cross the bridges that you burn you gotta Michael Phelps it
Why I hold you close when I had came to you I felt rejected
Put it on my soul I'm looking forward I ain't looking backward
Can't let the world change me I'm here to change the world
I'm so determined, I'm just waiting on my turn
Going through hell this ain't the life that I deserve
I got my feelings to involved I ain't gone learn
You better love while I'm here you bet not love me when I'm gone
I can't even drop a tear this feeling here it got me numb
Thought I had love for money but it got no damn worth
Why all this money bring fake love, it's like a damn curse
It's looking good from the outside but I feel real hurt
No dollar sign but I jus want you see my real worth
Imma long way from home
I'm getting higher & higher, I'm tryna fix what I done wrong
I kinda wished they called my phone
I'm getting tired & tired, I'm only venting in my song
I had a long day, damn I gotta ball without my dawgs it gives me heartache
Forever though I gotta keep it strong that's what they all say
Trell I got yo back, that's what they tell me, what they all say
I been on my last witchu, you pull the string it all break
Where the fuck would I be at?
If I never overcame everything that set me back
Put my feelings in the safe, Put my pistol on my lap
I jus wanted me some money I ain't never wanna trap
I jus wanna say my feelings I ain't never wanna rap
Love my cousin son to death, know I forever rock with cap
Knowing people they come and go
I'm feeling the overload
I swear that I'm over hoes
I hope I don't overdose from taking all this pain
You say that you gotta go
I know that I'm all alone
I know that I'm leaving this motherfucker how I came
Let the fakers just play along, one day it'll all dissolve
One day you gone see they ain't really who they say
It get real, real, real, real deep
The shit you gotta do to play for keeps ain't for the weak
Mind running a thousand I'm just tryna find some peace
I got people tryna down me, I got people tryna leach
Imma long way from home
I'm getting higher & higher, I'm tryna fix what I done wrong
I kinda wished they called my phone
I'm getting tired & tired, I'm only venting in my song
I had a long day, damn I gotta ball without my dawgs it gives me heartache
Forever though I gotta keep it strong that's what they all say
Trell I got yo back, that's what they tell me, what they all say
I been on my last witchu, you pull the string it all break
Thinkin bout my dawg it make me sick that hurt me regardless
Everything I came I stood up and I stood the tallest
But I never gave up
Everytime I fell down I got back up
I look my momma in my- in her eyes and I, that just hurt me because shit we ain where we needa be and she
I don't want her to see a disappointment in her son you know?
People looking from the outside but they don't really know what go on in the inside
I'm jus tryna do everything that I gotta do to feed my family, just make it where I wanna be
It's like a mental game when you ain't there though
It just hurt me the worst that i ain't there but I'm just staying patient waiting my turn
Imma long way from home
I'm getting higher & higher, I'm tryna fix what I done wrong
I kinda wished they called my phone
I'm getting tired & tired, I'm only venting in my song
I had a long day, damn I gotta ball without my dawgs it gives me heartache
Forever though I gotta keep it strong that's what they all say
Trell I got yo back, that's what they tell me, what they all say
I been on my last witchu, you pull the string it all break
I give you whatever and I'm still selfish
Yeah, I couldn't even help you but I still helped you
Put you on my shoulders & you still shelved me
You can't cross the bridges that you burn you gotta Michael Phelps it
Why I hold you close when I had came to you I felt rejected
Put it on my soul I'm looking forward I ain't looking backward
Can't let the world change me I'm here to change the world
I'm so determined, I'm just waiting on my turn
Going through hell this ain't the life that I deserve
I got my feelings to involved I ain't gone learn
You better love while I'm here you bet not love me when I'm gone
I can't even drop a tear this feeling here it got me numb
Thought I had love for money but it got no damn worth
Why all this money bring fake love, it's like a damn curse
It's looking good from the outside but I feel real hurt
No dollar sign but I jus want you see my real worth
Imma long way from home
I'm getting higher & higher, I'm tryna fix what I done wrong
I kinda wished they called my phone
I'm getting tired & tired, I'm only venting in my song
I had a long day, damn I gotta ball without my dawgs it gives me heartache
Forever though I gotta keep it strong that's what they all say
Trell I got yo back, that's what they tell me, what they all say
I been on my last witchu, you pull the string it all break
Where the fuck would I be at?
If I never overcame everything that set me back
Put my feelings in the safe, Put my pistol on my lap
I jus wanted me some money I ain't never wanna trap
I jus wanna say my feelings I ain't never wanna rap
Love my cousin son to death, know I forever rock with cap
Knowing people they come and go
I'm feeling the overload
I swear that I'm over hoes
I hope I don't overdose from taking all this pain
You say that you gotta go
I know that I'm all alone
I know that I'm leaving this motherfucker how I came
Let the fakers just play along, one day it'll all dissolve
One day you gone see they ain't really who they say
It get real, real, real, real deep
The shit you gotta do to play for keeps ain't for the weak
Mind running a thousand I'm just tryna find some peace
I got people tryna down me, I got people tryna leach
Imma long way from home
I'm getting higher & higher, I'm tryna fix what I done wrong
I kinda wished they called my phone
I'm getting tired & tired, I'm only venting in my song
I had a long day, damn I gotta ball without my dawgs it gives me heartache
Forever though I gotta keep it strong that's what they all say
Trell I got yo back, that's what they tell me, what they all say
I been on my last witchu, you pull the string it all break
Credits
Writer(s): Shawntrell Neasman
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
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