LOSE CONTROL

would it be safer
to come to my senses
bleeding out
left to drown
while you watch me

cuz now it hurts
and i feel like a decoy
you break my bones
to fit your mold
and i take it
but where are you?

did i lose control
or was it never mine to hold
did you break the walls
or did you fortify them all

gone automatic
sympathetic
so pathetic
would you
think that i matter
if i listened
just to say it right back

and now the more you talk
it sounds right
i'm burning up
confused as fuck
and i can't take it
cuz who am i?

did i lose control
or was it never mine to hold
did you break the walls
or did you fortify them all

i've been craving peace
but i'm stuck holding the pieces
when did i lose control?
did i lose control?

help it hurts
i can't climb back, i'm
falling deeper
sweet deceiver

i can't breathe
coiled all around you
soaking in every ounce of truth
that you don't speak
tell the truth
do i mean enough to you?
would you cry if i left you?
tell the truth, sweet deceiver

did i lose control
or was it never mine to hold
did you break the walls
or did you fortify them all

i've been craving peace
but i'm stuck holding the pieces
when did i lose control?
did i lose control?