Last Day of Therapy

It's been a long time, it's been a long time since we've talked
But look here, I'm on time
You always ask me why I'm so late
But maybe I'm scared to talk
Maybe I'm scared to accept my feelings
But maybe I'm scared to fall
Maybe I'm scared so I even stop healing

So why don't we get a drink
Catch up on old times, I know this is therapy
But man, do I hate lying
I think to my inner self, how can I let you go
But maybe it's for the best, but since I've been moving slow
And I had dumped all my pain in the world
I thought it would help, but I guess I was wrong
Locked in a box with the time I served
I guess I'ma miss you when you're gone

It's been a long time, it's been a long time since I was happy
A few things about me
I live alone in a jungle full of snakes
Had no one to help me

I started to fall too deep in that hole
And then you had saved me
So I even stop and think, because
I think about highs and lows, I think about medicine
I think about what I did, or maybe I need more
I think about side effects, and what it would do to me
I think about withdrawals, and how they get through to me
I dreamed about waking up, and starting a new life
And am I not good enough
Cause something don't feel right
All that is new to me, I just need you to see
This is my last day of therapy

So why don't we get a drink
Catch up on old times, I know this is therapy
But man, do I hate lying
I think to my inner self, how can I let you go
But maybe it's for the best, but since I've been moving slow
And I had dumped all my pain in the world
I thought it would help, but I guess I was wrong
Locked in a box with the time I served
I guess I'ma miss you when you're gone