Days

Days pass fast
As I get older
Missing old times
Looking over my shoulder
Weight on my mind
Feels like a boulder
Thoughts rush in
Emotions fucking take them over man
Thoughts rush in
I can't control them when I'm sober and

I feel wise
I realized
My own demise lies
Within myself
Behind my eyes
But when I cry
I hurt inside
All this sacrifice seems to push me fucking over man
Lucks so rare just like a four leaf clover shit go figure and

Music helps me
Find myself
But I ain't met him yet
I'm too scared to see if we both got the same regrets
Does he smoke weed to sublime the day time I wonder
Struggle to survive and keep from going under

Things I want to know but I'm afraid to ask
Haven't spoken to you since I've seen you last
See you probably once a month our conversations short
It's that shit that's got me smoking blunts this time I can't afford

Wasting it for nothing cause it all just ends the same
Waiting just to text you back I don't know what to say
I feel like I neglect your love for that I feel ashamed
And It always leaves me feeling low I know you feel the same

Talked to me a while ago you asked if I was good
I said that I don't know I'm just not feeling like I should
He asked me if I feel real high then wished that I would die
He told me that it's like a cycle you just gotta recognize

The feelings come and go and eat you up consume your mind
Got me all alone I'm contemplating suicide
We didn't even hug we never do we don't know how
Afraid to show emotion cause you're in a different town

First time that I've seen you break was bout your dad died
I never thought I'd see you hurt I never thought you'd cry
Stuck with no emotion medication took it all away
But now you're off the script it's like comparing night and day

Lots I wanna tell you so much shit I wish I'd say
Just hoping when I say I love you dad you say the same

Days pass fast
As I get older
Missing old times
Looking over my shoulder
Weight on my mind
Feels like a boulder
Thoughts rush in
Emotions fucking take them over man
Thoughts rush in
I can't control them when I'm sober and

I feel wise
I realized
My own demise lies
Within myself
Behind my eyes
But when I cry
I hurt inside
All this sacrifice seems to push me fucking over man
Lucks so rare just like a four leaf clover shit go figure and

Music helps me
Find myself
But I ain't met him yet
I'm too scared to see if we both got the same regrets
Does he smoke weed to sublime the day time I wonder
Struggle to survive and keep from going under



Credits
Writer(s): Braden Cano
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