Bad Dreams

Why depression gotta make my eyes heavy
Damn I been ready
I got too much sitting on my brain

Each time it's twice the weight
Seein double can't think straight
I'm looking like a 5 star meal up on a paper plate

Tryna make it to the top before I fall behind
Cause I'm afraid of heights and I
don't think that I could make the climb

I'm just afraid cause I don't got a lot of time
They say I got my whole damn life but what's it worth after I die

Too many thoughts that always keep me up at night like
Should I tell myself the truth or should raise hopes and lie

I don't even want the fame
I want the love
But ain't nobody gonna love until I get rich enough

But who's to say one day I'll ever get engaged
Already married to depression been that way since I was 8

I used to think that making tracks was my escape
But running tracks leads you in circles feels like I can't get away

Therapist said write down your problems you'll feel great
I write em down and add some sound but shit i feel about the same

Sometimes I wonder if this shit will ever change
Or when I die will it be I that put me in my fucking grave

I been having bad dreams
I been having bad dreams
I been having bad dreams
Every time that sleep

I still got the world to see but damn I miss them memories
Yea

I been having bad dreams
I been having bad dreams
I been having bad dreams
Every time that sleep

So I put another record on and smoke a little weed

I take it slow
Cause I'm meticulous
I don't wanna miss
I make the pieces fit
Think about the future I already did

I work with time like bill and Ted
But fuck the past
I look ahead
Cause fuck regrets and being sad
Shit I just wanna laugh

But damn I always think about the bad
I grab a pen
Hop on the pad
Just like a frog
But I don't make a splash

I got a feeling that I'm lost
I need a map
Because it seems as though I'm never on the right path

(Imagine that)

I got anxiety
Drains me
But I can't sleep
I just toss and turn in bed cause
All I - all I- get is -
Bad dreams

Try to kill the memories but they come and haunt me
Smoke until I fall asleep but that shit gets exhausting

I been having bad dreams
I been having bad dreams
I been having bad dreams
Every time that sleep
I still got the world to see but damn I miss them memories
Yea

I been having bad dreams
I been having bad dreams
I been having bad dreams
Every time that sleep

So I put another record on and smoke a little weed
Yea yea