Clown

You rolled out of bed in the morning
Not even twenty minutes after the deed
I wonder where the heck you were going on
You said thanks I got what I need
It's the same story over and over
Repeated once every two weeks
You know who you need to be calling
Cause you know loving you is still my disease

So what am I supposed to do with these leftover feelings
You threw them away
But now you're asking me to play

Now I'm hopeless restless bloody mental
I'm way past point of detrimental
Still you won't
Leave me alone
You lay around like a piranha
Eat me up then sayonara
Still you won't
Leave me alone

Do you remember tracing stars on my ceiling
And saying never have I felt something so real
Waking me up to your coffee and bacon
Saying your momma would just love
Someone like me
Three weeks later you were ghosting me nightly
You were too busy to just give me the time
Your life became as secret as your demeanor
And then you'd call me like you'd never said bye

So what am I supposed to do
When you live to confuse me
In between the days
I don't see your face
And you're M.I.A
T'ill the day you crave

Now I'm hopeless restless bloody mental
I'm way past point of detrimental
Still you won't
Leave me alone
You lay around like a piranha
Eat me up then sayonara
Still you won't
Leave me alone

And I'm the clown that can't say
No no
And I'm the clown that can't say
No no

Well if it's love that you're cooking
Well I'm happy and willing
Take a seat at my table
If you're up for something stable
But don't count me in
For a one night thing
I'm a Michelin meal that you won't forget
Don't you think it's a shame
Letting this go to waste
I'm a three-course-meal for expensive tastes
I'm a salt bae stake on a silver plate
And still you never get it in your head

That I'm hopeless restless bloody mental
I'm way past point of detrimental
Still you won't
Leave me alone
You lay around like a piranha
Eat me up then sayonara
Still you won't
Leave me alone

And I'm the clown that can't say
No no