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I can't get over this
Is it what I've done, what I fail to do?
I can't comprehend, is this my consequence?
Thoughts are heavy, waiting to accuse me
I'm not good enough, deal with the suffering

I can't move on, can't overcome
Tell myself I'm fine, maybe I'm the reason why
It's an illusion of control
Fear inside warps the mind, let go

Haunting, leave me alone
What can I do? I feel I'm on my own
I can't get trapped again
Can't be held down with the weight of my burdens

Face in my hand, what is wrong with me?
You're all I have but I feel so angry
It's the dark haunting me it's so lonely
So hard to see in front of me
I can't do this on my own, I can't do this on my own

How long will this be the thorn in my side that won't stop bleeding?
Please be temporary

I feel so angry and I hate it
Fear holds me down I can't take it
I want to see the good, I want to see the end
Can't change my circumstance, change my perspective

I feel so angry and I hate it
Fear holds me down I can't take it
I want to see the good, I want to see the end
Can't change the outcome, change my perspective

Will I overcome? Will I be held down?
I will overcome, maybe not right now

I can't see in front of me
It's so dark, it's lonely
Take this thorn out and stop the bleeding
Change perspective, give me what I need

It's not what I've done or what I fail to do
I'm not good enough, still you give me value
I will see the good, I will see the end
Even in the dark, when I don't understand

I can't get trapped again
Can't change the outcome change my perspective

Face in my hands, what is wrong with me?
You're all I have I don't want to be angry
It's so dark, it's so lonely
So hard to see in front of me

I can't do this on my own, I can't do this on my own