Takes a Toll

You say I'm trying, but I'm driving much too slow
And you swear I'm lying, and it's starting to take its toll
And it feels like the weight of the world is crashing down on me
But I want the weight of you to come pouring down on me

All I know is that I've been waiting to see
Just how hard it is, to still believe
That my life is out there waiting, waiting for me
When that day comes around, and sets me free

It's hard to realize what you categorize as your future
I've dreamt a dozen times
That I open up my eyes and see the true her
But I'm falling asleep now, so don't wake me til the end
I know that it's all in my head

All I know is that I've been waiting to see
Just how hard it is, to still believe
That Amelia is waiting, waiting for me
When that day comes around

If things are finally meant to happen, why's it feel so far away?
If things are finally meant to happen, why are you still far away?

All I know is that I've been waiting to see
(You say I'm trying)
Just how hard it is, to still believe
(You swear I'm lying)
That there's something better waiting, waiting for me
When that day comes around
If that day comes around, and sets me free