Tommy the Second

I've been tryna get my shit straight
Arguing with my girl while I've been working on my mixtape
Same ones who doubted me downgrading on there wrist game
But I come from a place you out in work you get a nickname

How did I endure this pain that's really been the question
I've been thinking bout my granny cause she's been sending down some blessing
Gotta overhead head angel so let me give you this quick message
I'm sorry I haven't prayed to you I just haven't had time to take a second
But I love you so dearly and I just wanted you to know that
I remember watching them old movies while we were sitting in that sofa
Flick to the next channel see three bills call it Oprah
My head been in my bible I just been reading bout jenovah

Sniped you once know who I'm talking bout throwing shade and ima boss it out
Tired of stressin bout what I can't control
Cause I think I look better in my own

And that's the problem
Got me 91 hours in this bitch and you think I give a fuck like im Rodman
We play diffrent on this side you think I'm Batman but I'm robbing
Look what pain did to me got me over here diamond shopping
Ears bout dripping you might mistake it for a foset
Forget bout all this money shit my mattress was my wallet
This girl wants more from me but I can only give a deposit
But if I get attached right now then there's gone be a bigger problem

Winters closing in
Gotta a couple female friends
But don't lean on me right now cause I'll cut you off but it depends
Gotta be head over heels for me am I only thinking cause I'm
How you hating on my glory when you don't even know my story

I was never set to be no white collard worker
But I heard there was free employment on the corner
I'm thinking maybe I can go further
Caught up in the wrong crowd and I was living off my fantasy's
If Im gone be Brayden then whose gon' be my Tireque
And every dealer gotta come with a ride or die
Whether it's Alex capri or it's Paige Hurd that's gone pay my bond out fee

I wear my brudda on my chest piece ain't no need for no white tee
Silver screen for the memory's that we had off you and me
I wouldn't label me the aggressor but I wasn't scared to apply that pressure
In school I was the weird kind cause I wasn't taking parafanalia
In school I was the weird kid I filled my dreams with paranoia

Dreams of living in the cacois with my girl and imma spoil her
The blind can't see the vision it's like a rotation in the system
Mud was thicker than blood when it came down to being victims
I wear my brudda on my chest Often times I feel a shiver
That day I seen a boy turn to a man when I looked in the mirror

But it's been jealousy envy and self hate being on my mind but I gotta keep my head on a swivel
I'm still a kid I'm undefined I've been know it all my life you been hating in discuss
I turn around for just one minute I got a chete through my spine for them to see me
Dead skating round my city with my boys mam can't get to rest so we all push and start
So if you swing your not gone swing again

I got people in the streets who are tryna even up the scores
I'm too grown for that shit and I'm just tryna hit record
This is grown man business
In his grown man feeling
But how can I be so real when I'm seeing my ogs dealing
My OGs held me tight talking bout how I did the most
Simple fact is we're now 4 we coulda been 5 if he answer his phone he was blown up in the moment now all we blown is ghost
White flags while we torching lights calling it's no smoke
I've been stoic since a teen and forever until it calls my name me and my girl we can be twining get us some plain Jane's
Me and bros we be chillin we on some jets some planes we poppin now cause we became champs some pagne

Said I've became a champ from pagne
And I've been broken since sammy walked through them heaven gates
It's how his life resonates with the innocent
But I'm too high off life so it's only right I put my feelings here
I put my dreams before any bad bitch
And I put my click before any bad chick
K side steppin we ain't local we global
She asked me do I got any motion I said I told her I'm Imoble
Might just change for a few days put on all my chains maybe ask her on a cute date no feels involved
That's a big shame to good to be true maybe life just one big game