Here Go Everything

Lately I've been pushing more limits, I was fifteen

When I knew the sky was my limit, I had big dreams
Pops wanted me to be hooping, but I still sing
Singing why you popping all them pills, got you seeing things
Brodie just got caught with a hammer, I can't blame him though

Nowadays these people gon' kill you, for the fame
It ain't the same
Look, let me tell you about my world, let me tell you about these girls
Let me tell you how that money don't be everything

I be high just like a bird, I'm an addict it's confirmed
Know my mama tripping bout the way I'm acting strange
And to my girl you know I love you, never meant to fuck our trust up
Ever since I started popping, I ain't been the same

I know she'll never trust another, I'm a killer and a lover
Never meant to make her suffer, that ain't ever changed
Two minutes on this song, so I gotta speak now
Pops be doing fentanyl, won't you put that shit down
(And it be killing me)

I thought he was the man, he was scoring touchdowns
Until he rose his hand and he knocked my mama down
No, shit ain't been the same since then, claiming that they gang since when
I really been this way since ten, switch into my lane for the pins

They tell me I'm a rider, metro bussing over, you can't slide on me
Would you die for me, like I'd die for you
Nobody ride for me, like I'd ride for you
Suicide maybe, nobody tryna save me

Mama gon' hate me, my girl is going crazy
No don't cry, this is how I feel amazing
If I had a wish I'd take it back to how it can't be
Lately I been pushing more limits, I was fifteen

When I knew the sky was my limit, I had big dreams
Pops wanted me to be hooping, but I still sing
Singing why you popping all them pills
Got you seeing things, brodie just got caught with a hammer

I can't blame him though, Nowadays these people gon' kill you
For the fame
Let me tell you about my world, let me tell you about these girls
Let me tell you how that money don't be everything

I be high just like a bird, I'm an addict, it's confirmed
Know my mama tripping bout the way I'm acting strange
And to my girl, you know I love you
Never meant to fuck our trust up

Ever since I started popping, I ain't been the same
I know she'll never trust another
I'm a killer and a lover
Never meant to make her suffer

That ain't never change