i should be happy

Lost in this painting
Cause I'd like to be there
Out at sea

If I'm running away then
I could outrun
What's in me

I moved to the beach
And breathing that air
I got clarity

But I am still young
So it's unclear
What I can't see

I should be happy
I should be grateful
I know I wanna be
I should be fine
By now
It's been years
Since it happened to me

Put it away now
You know it's better to pushdown
Than to feel

I didn't tell you
I didn't want to
Make it real

Cause life should be fun
You know me
I've got joy enough
To steal

Why should I let it
Enter my mind
When it hurts to heal

I should be happy
I should be grateful
I know I wanna be
I should be fine
By now
It's been years
But still it comes to me

Oh, when I am alone
It comes full grown
And I can barely breathe
Oh, when you kiss me babe
It kisses me harder
That's why I freeze

I should be happy
I should be grateful
I know I wanna be
I will be fine
Sometime
It's been years
But I know I'll be happy



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