So It Seems

They don't ask to say I'm okay, I just say so it seems
Behind doors tearin' up, consistently sowing sings
This thing got a chorus G, this one here is one for me
I've enforced, I can't repeat, this is me at war with me
This is why I can't retrieve, lost my nanny last week
Never had a chance to speak, people tryna give me grief
So, I ain't had a chance to grief, too much relies on me
Inside I'm still learning, but outside it's a masterpiece

Even if I part with you, you are still a part of me
The city's tryna sow on me, why not make a start with me?
I ain't no the same in 12, I'm calm with Comogee
Temptations don't faze me, I know how the dark can be
Face second stroll with me, having in your false for weeks
I've had all the battles but no one's ever fought for me
I learnt from the scars I got, nothing was taught to me
How can you say I'm okay? You don't talk to me

Oh, so it seems that I'm holding on, with this
Those of who've made it ain't happy
All we hide is eyes in pain
What they see it is

Oh, so it seems that I'm holding on, with this
Those who've made it ain't happy
All we hide is eyes in pain
What they see it is (yo)

Sitting here thinking 'bout things no one thinks about
Like how am I really doing? You don't know the ins and outs
Life is so different now, you ask me, "Different, how?"
Never got to say goodbye, really wish I did it now
What was in this rollercoaster? When will someone fish me out?
They say they tryna solve problems, we keep pushing things around
I think I understand, ain't just 'cause I've been around
It's 'cause I've been the one laughing, and I've also been the clown

Happy, yes, so it seems, everyone is loving me
Love's to keep me company, money in the company
But the side is part of this, it's lot of people judging me
All the label bumping me, I told you what fucks with me
It's because no matter what, we focus on the bad things
Even when it's outweighed by the good, that's what's bugging me
You ain't heard enough of me, 'cause don't show enough of me
I wish I had more time, I wish there was another me

Oh, so it seems, oh-oh, I'm holding on with this
But behind these eyes are my fears

I hear you calling me
And I'm coming back to you
You said you'll never leave
So, I'm coming back to you



Credits
Writer(s): William Hine, Paris Joel Moore-williams, Zoe Andrianni Kypri, Mark De-lisser
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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