Painful Circles

So this is what that pain do
Violation on my soul
Damage on my fragile core

What you know about it
Yall just don't know about
This weight I carry, my life is truly scary
(This weight I carry)

Weapon on my hip
(Mmm)
Fully loaded clip
(Mmm)
Venom from my lips
(Mmmmmmm)

I got these thoughts on my mental and they won't loosen the grip
All these demons against me, they tryna sink my battleship
All these people around me they think they know what's best for me

But they don't
I'm in this battle alone
Nobody close to lean on
This weight I carry alone

I'm in a battle for my life and I feel so close to the edge
(Feel so close to the edge)
I might just fall off the cliff with one little slip
Crash to the bottom of this deep abyss

Would you care if I wasn't there no more
Would it matter if I lost myself in this war
What I'd give for a break, I don't want no more

I just wanna get away, fake smile on my face
My laughter is so fake
My heart is filled with hate

Hollows channel all my rage when I send you down range

I've been running in circles around this pain
I've been running on circles around you
I've been running in circles around this pain
(And I cant get away)
I've been running in circles around you
(Running around, Ive been running around)

I've been running in circles around this pain
I've been running in circles around you

Run away, I just can't get away
This image in my brain got me in shambles
Sometimes I feel like animal

Feel like I break everything that I touch, I'm on path of destruction
I cause destruction

And tt's fatal, the way I am I'm not stable
Mental needing a cradle

The way I move with this pent up aggression
Feels like a curse I'm a weapon
The struggle with my depression

They try to coddle me, swaddle me
Hold me close to the chest
It just ain't working, I'm hurting
I'm always feeling unrest

The pain I'm feeling it's killing my slow
These demons they won't let me go
I tried, but I can't close the hole

And I feel so alone

But I crave it, true happiness but I fake it

I've been running in circles around this pain
I've been running on circles around you
I've been running in circles around this pain
I've been running
Yeaaaaaaa

Running in circles, around you



Credits
Writer(s): Di Menique Demps
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