There's Always Next Year

I didn't make a million pounds
I hardly made the rent
Don't think I could afford a house
But I'll pay my therapist
I said I'd do my loved ones proud
I said I'd do my best
But all I did was let you down
While I let myself pretend

I've got a few more years
I check my skin it's pretty clear of wear
I might not be too old
But you know I'm not young enough to hear

When you say there's always next year
Like we're not running out of time
You'll tell me that there's next year
But you say that every time
Saying that there's always next year
Like we're not ageing over time
Now I'm freaking out about freaking out the moment that you lie
Saying that there's always next year

It's like you don't see it
Refuse to believe it
It's like you don't perceive the time slowly speeding
It's like you're not focused
It's like you're not thinking
Your minds off the pulse but your heart is still beating
I know you've got problems
You feel like you're losing
But with every loss there's a lesson worth proving
This game has no cheats
And you don't get more lives
So don't waste your breath telling me one more time

You say there's always next year
Like we're not running out of time
Don't tell me that there's next year
Cos you say that every time
Saying that there's always next year
Like we're not ageing over time
And now I'm freaking out about freaking out the moment that you lie
Saying that there's always next year

What if there's not a next year
Saying that there's always next year
What if there's not a next year
What if there's not a next year