it was a lie

Won't you remember how I used to be when I'm gone
Parts of my body, my clothes and somebody who's numb, was I
Pretending to be who I wasn't to call myself dumb
Then everything I ever said to myself was a lie
It was a lie
It was a lie
It was a lie
It was a lie
It was a lie
It was a lie
It was a lie

It was a lie but
What was it like to believe it
We lying to ourselves saying that we wouldn't re-live it
I have time in my hands but where do I stand
Wish we could all understand
Just because I am the man that I am it don't mean I can't be the one that I can
You don't get it
This is me I don't regret it
But sometimes I wish I'd forget it
Ego is taking a toll on my soul nowadays and sometimes I wish I would I let it
When I get mad at my songs
Cuz I shut up and they don't
Playing on everyone's phone
December is colder is known
I'm falling in love with the summer
And spring hasn't even begun
What the hell
Winter is feeling so well
Dreams getting dust on a shelve
Home was a place in my heart back in 2020 now is like a hotel at 12 in the morning
Tiffany-twisted, a warning
The Eagles described it as daunting
Money and fame are haunting me
You can check out any time you like
But you can never leave
Wish I could take back whoever I was
Found inspiration in all of my flaws
And now that I know what is like to feel your attention

Won't you remember how I used to be when I'm gone
Parts of my body, my clothes and somebody who's numb, was I
Pretending to be who I wasn't to call myself dumb
Then everything I ever said to myself was a lie
It was a lie
It was a lie
It was a lie
It was a lie



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Writer(s): Denzel Contreras
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