Helping Hand

Staring out my window on a Wednesday night
Wondering what the future holds, no lights to guide
I say I search for something real to ease the loneliness I feel
Yet I don't seem to know why I end things at hello

You blink an eye, and I am gone
The ice is thin where I'm standing on
I'm slipping through your fingers just like sand
Oh, I need a helping hand

I wish these walls could ever sound that there will be another way
And even though they've stuck around, silence is all they give away
Busy is just my pretense, I wish my feelings made more sense
There's so much more left to say, a silent hell behind okay

You blink an eye, and I am gone
The ice is thin where I'm standing on
I'm slipping through your fingers just like sand
Oh, I need a helping hand

Ooooo

And all of these wars I fought
You'd make me weak I thought
In time it was clear
Abandonment was what I feared
And all I've left to do is hope

You blink an eye, and I am gone
The ice is thin where I'm standing on
I'm slipping through your fingers just like sand
Oh, I need a helping hand