Hard Head

I was lost, I was lost, had a hard head
Started sleeping creeping in some hard beds
Started matching curtains with the carpet
I'm just tryna get it, hit the target
Tryna get my mom out them apartments

I put the city on my back tried to make me a name
Ran into some shadow clones, and I thought we the same
Had to refine the vision, had to sharpen the aim
Niggas stay on the system, they must think it's a game

But oh no, I can't
It's just too much to do
Wish I could roll and chill
Man I'm telling the truth

Family thinking I'm crazy
Well I think I am too
People assume the worst
When your plans fall through

And to my grams up in heaven
Know she smiling
I was tripping up
Drugs had me wilding
First I talk too much
Then I'm silent
Gotta keep the faith
Baby Keep climbing

I just Quit my job
Just the other week
Coworkers is messy
Now I'm chilling in my dungarees
Praying to the Lord because this other shit is under me
I'm just chillin making money with here with better company
I got the ball no fumbling

Women had me missing on my blessings had to let it go
Uncle preaching to me, always knew he was original
I was trying to make Him proud
But end up messing up the show
Listening to my friends it had me
Swerving running off the road

I guess we'll never know

Imagine if I stopped and let the
Niggas play me for a hoe
I could play the role but over
Time my realness gotta show
How you gone accept a part of me
That you don't care to never know

I was lost, I was lost, had a hard head
Started sleeping creeping in some hard beds
Started matching curtains with the carpet
I'm just tryna get it, hit the target
Tryna get my mom out them apartments

How we gone be family, all we can be, and not personal
I ain't tryna learn about
Your realness from the hearse you know?
Actions got me spinning
Got me feeling so rehearsed you know?
Knew y'all worked your asses of to get to places I would go

I had to bounce back
To finally come back
I lost the whole bag
Then got my soul back

I diss the whole squad
Then gained a whole family
They told me "keep in touch"
I said it is what it is

God told me to stay cognizant
Thinking bout my families future
Sitting up in providence
Hoping I can catch some ears that recognize accomplishment
This experiences finally Pushing me to prominence

God told me that love is Dominant
Yeah
Ad libs the sweetest condiment
God explained it to me
Swear I saw it through the oculus
Things that I done mastered
Got me building up this monument

Let me tell bout what I did

I was lost, I was lost, had a hard head
Started sleeping creeping in some hard beds
Started matching curtains with the carpet
I'm just tryna get it, hit the target
Tryna get my mom out them apartments