Farewell

I promise I'm not f*cked up or on anything
As I'm writing this, I'm just wondering
If we were meant to part our ways
Well that's something
I haven't been accepting since the beginning

If you can't tell, I just miss you baby
Or is it my lonely self who's speaking?
I know it's the 5th time that you hear this maybe
You should be with someone new and I'll get over it

I know it's been 2 years now
But it's hard to get you out my head
Sometimes when I'm by myself
And I'm feeling pretty unwell

I just say
"Damn, the only one who knew me so well
Should be here, but we said farewell"
I know you blamed it on me
But to be fair, I bled more
Than you could ever know

And I know
That you don't give a damn
Well I feel like a fool
I keep on coming back to you
My friends keep telling me it's overdue
You and I will never be true

I understand
I understand
I understand
But I don't

And if one day you ever change your mind
I swear I won't be so kind
And what's worse is if you really do
I would still say yes