Barbarian

I'm thinking of the way things could have been
If I had to do it all over again
I'm looking at the way things should have been
And I'm looking at you

Wondering why my life's always like a train wreck
Steam sweating pounding in the back of my head
But I keep a picture of you hung around my neck
Leads me down the tracks that I can't turn back

Oh I'm saying my lord, my lord
Where do I transfer from
I need to be a assured, assured
A holy love

I'm thinking of the way things could have been
If I had to do it all over again
I'm thinking of the way things should have been
If I hadn't been such a barbarian
I'm looking at the way things should have been
And I'm looking at you

I'm broke, I've been busted, had no buck
Staring at the bottom of a glass but it's half as much
Asked for a double, one last shot
She just said you're drunk and out of lady luck

That's right

I'm singing my lord, my lord
Where this liquor gonna come from
I need to find a cure, a cure
From being stuck cast as no one

I'm thinking of the way things could have been
(Oh the way things could've been)
If I had to do it all over again
(Over again)
I'm thinking of the way things should have been
(Oh the way things should've been)
If I hadn't been such a barbarian
(Oh lord, oh lord)
I'm sitting on the way things could have been
(Oh the way things could've been)
If I hadn't tried to run
Run out on a limb
I'm looking at the way things should have been
God I'm looking at you
(My lord, my lord)
God I'm looking at you
(My lord, my lord)
God I'm looking at you
(My lord, my lord)
Are you looking at me

Thinkin' bout the way things could have been
Tell me are you looking at me
Keep thinkin' bout the way things should have been
Are you looking at me
Thinking bout the way things could have been
Are you looking at me