Shades

It started sometime in November on the 14th
I was stuck here in these four walls in quarantine
And I was slowly decreasing my sanity
Because of my family and the problems that affect me
But you made me think I had it all
I could leave my past, forget it all
You could make me feel not sad at all
Are we moving too fast like Adderall
I was always here to message you
But you knew that I'm a wreckage too
If you call I'm picking up in seconds
Who could've known that I'd be here with you

I'm in a daze
I left my ways
But every day I seemed to love her even more
This ain't a race
Just slow your pace
I wanna know before you're leaving anymore
And even though you're living through my window
I cannot lie when you're more than my friend, oh
And when we talked all night, the screens were burning our eyes
And when the skies turned bright, we had to say goodbye

I ain't been sad since that day you called
We just talked all day until the sun would fall
Maybe I can help you the same way you helped me
I wanna get to know your thoughts, please tell me

I'm in a daze
I left my ways
But every day I seemed to love her even more
This ain't a race
Just slow your pace
I wanna know before you're leaving anymore
And even though you're living through my window
I cannot lie when you're more than my friend, oh
And when we talked all night, the screens were burning our eyes
And when the skies turned bright, we had to say goodbye

I'm in a daze
I left my ways
But every day I seemed to love her even more
This ain't a race
Just slow your pace
I wanna know before you're leaving anymore
And even though you're living through my window
I cannot lie when you're more than my friend, oh
And when we talked all night, the screens were burning our eyes
And when the skies turned bright, we had to say goodbye