Apologies

It's hard to find things to talk about
I had so much to say, I forget it now
What's on your mind, baby let it out
Cause it's obvious you're holding something down

I'll be on my way
Cause I know that I'm causing you pain
And I wish that you'd want me to stay
But I know that we cannot relate
Ay

So pardon me for the speed that I move on
It's hard for me to stay in one place for too long
All I need is to grieve, then I'm leaving
Apologies for the things that I do wrong

My success lies in my intelligence, and I confess
I've been holding back cause I lack confidence, so I subtract
Shrink myself inside the room, that's a sin cause I've been blessed
I'm able to shine in any kind of gloom, that's a fact
Made a promise I won't grow up to be rude, I take it back
Sorry Mom I can't be who you want me to, I broke our pact
Started out ambitious, haven't broken through; I'm NOTHINGYET
I just want to prove what I can do, and live with no regrets

It's been a long, long, long, long time
Haven't given up, just lost my mind
It's all in due time, it all works out just fine
It's in my power, it's my time to shine

It's hard to find things to talk about
I had so much to say, I forget it now
What's on your mind, baby let it out
Cause it's obvious you're holding something down

I'll be on my way
Cause I know that I'm causing you pain
And I wish that you'd want me to stay
But I know that we cannot relate
Ay

So pardon me for the speed that I move on
It's hard for me to stay in one place for too long
All I need is to grieve, then I'm leaving
Apologies for the things that I do wrong