Shoulda Coulda

This is embarrassing
I'm ashamed to admit that I loved you
So loudly
All these comparisons
Of lovers so open and carefree
And I want it, I want it, I want it, I want it with you
Yeah I want it, I want it, I want it, I want it with you

This is embarrassing
I still stare at your pictures from
Memories where it all began
Now it's discouraging
To think of you as a fraud, a daydream
Yeah I wanted the person you showed when we met to be true
Up under her baby for days with no end or issues

This is embarrassing
Shoulda left in December of '22
Before we started spiraling
At least then there's no reason to hate you
But you swear that I'm toxic when I tell you how I feel
Had me thinking I'm crazy no way you had intentions concealed

But I want it, I want it, I want it, I want it with you

You could've left me alone
Cause now I feel like an experiment

But I want it, I want it, I want it, I want it with you

Said I wanna marry you
Guess you were only here for the experience

Fuck, It's gonna be okay...



Credits
Writer(s): Ocean Williams
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