Deep Settling

Yeah
Yeah
This one came straight from the heart
Uh
Sometimes you take a stock of your situation and you find out
You're not really where you want to be what's going on what's happening
But

Ay yeah
Lately I'm thinking bout early retirement
The older I'm getting the more that I'm feeling I really don't fit the requirements
Ain't lived through enough just to hang with these rappers who actually from the environment
That's part of the reason I went back to school just to find a position that's hiring
Feeling pathetic
Wasting my time scrolling on Reddit
I had a dream I should just dead it
Feel like a king who just got beheaded
You being rich look at your credit nigga you said it nigga
Give it three years and you still ain't got no results
You got some choices to make wanna keep chasing dreams or you live like a full adult
Cause I feel like the world ain't accepting me
And I really can feel it effecting me
It gets harder to face the complexity
I hear what they say and expect of me
They just want me to be an accessory
And being a man's a necessity
I really thought I had the recipe
But now it just feels like the death of me
Young Taur

You better watch your mouth
Cause when those doubts come creeping creeping
You know they setting deep in yeah
You know they setting deep in deep in
Oh you better watch your mouth
Cause when those doubts creep in
Creep in
You know they setting deep in
You know they setting deep in

Uh
Am I losing the steam
Pursuing these dreams
Where is my life going
What does it mean

I was talking to my boss he told me
You being an artist really puts me at a loss I mean like tell me what's the cost
You're getting way too old to try and get your point across
Plus you got yourself a good girl are you really tryna toss her nigga
Where's your daddy at uh
You should get like me and then you get your self a Cadillac or cop a GMC
Ain't nobody looking for you nigga this ain't TMZ
In comparison to who I could be it kinda stings to hear these things
It's cause it's true damn well what am I to do
You said you going back to school and nigga you got shit to prove so get on it
Yeah you probably right but if I gotta be honest
I'm just feeling hesitant that I don't actually want it damn

You better watch your mouth
Cause when those doubts come creeping creeping
You know they setting deep in yeah
You know they setting deep in deep in
Oh you better watch your mouth
Cause when those doubts creep in
Creep in
You know they setting deep in
You know they setting deep in