Rainy Dayz

yeah know lotta people that don't know who they are
relatin every thing can make u question all
but what about the things that make you who you are
or is that a complex that humans have

yeah been lotta time since i had some rest guess i was just focused on somethin else didnt even know how to explain myself
but im ready for my truth i got time i aint stress
yeah been some time since i known myself
since i loved myself
since i trust myself
think its da time to redeem myself
now lemme tell you lil bout myself
since the beginning born in rainy dayz
u know them typa days that make people think
my father was smart he was the brightest man
till one day he decided to not be so great
took all of his shi as he left that done hurt us well
twenty years later now i do the same
to hurt those whose love i gained
what i wouldn't do to have known what i know back then
back in a time that cant be compared
but reality is now i gotta comprehend

time is wasted, and
im afraid, if
i dont make it, but
what if i made it, and
all those rainy
dayz are fading
not complaining
just afraid, if
time is wasted, and
im afraid, if
i dont make it, but
what if i made it, and
all those rainy
dayz are fading
not complaining
just afraid, if

since the beginning was born just to be myself
seems like an issue when u disagree
but i ain't got no issue baby im just real
so u left with no clue of what to do think its time to hide the pain
to talk how i feel whats the point can u please explain
guess this happens when nobody has in the past now i can only be the way i am

all of my life i thought i'd obtained strength now i understand i isolated pain
thats why now i just meditate in these rainy dayz
now i sit back, wonder if im in yo head
been some since i held yo hand
things now we just meditate in these rainy dayz