not the girl

They say third times a charm
But really it's a flashing alarm
Telling me he's not worth my time
I convinced myself it's fine
Looking back I do regret it
Could have focused on my permit
Didn't think I'd get rejected
Really thought we had connected
So maybe I'm not the girl that you wanted
'Cause you could at least fucking responded
Now I look like a fool
You didn't need to be so cruel
I'd rather you say something than nothing
But now my heart is slowly crushing
Now I feel so drained out
I just wanna shout
You know last night I lost my mind
I think my brain became intertwined
When you acted really confused
Now my self esteem is bruised
I can't stop thinking of you
And all the signs you liked me too
Now I sit here in my room
Wishing I hadn't assumed
So maybe I'm not the girl that you wanted
'cause you could at least fucking responded
Now I look like a fool
You didn't need to be so cruel
I'd rather you say something than nothing
But now my heart is slowly crushing
Now I feel so drained out
I just wanna shout
Not the girl
Not the girl
Not the girl in your head
The one you had said
The one you wish you had
The one you wish you had
The one you wish you had
The one you wish you had
So maybe I'm not the girl that you wanted
But you could at least fucking responded
Now I look like a fool
You didn't need to be so cruel



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