coke in a wine glass - live from my living room

Coke in a wine glass beside my bed
Racing impure thoughts
Can't get out of my head
And I think I was cursed as a child
Was drowning before I hit the first mile

And that's what you say
When things don't go your way
Always placing the blame
But I can't seem to make anyone stay

But I
I can't hide
Not anymore
They're looking from the outside
I won't deny
All the pride
See through my disguise

Oh give me something to believe in
Cause you've got the kind of sin
Only the innocence of a child could forgive

All because my mother's mother
Told a bad story
Now I carry the shame
Of all the women before me

Passed down
In my bloodline
Learned how to live
On fault lines
So unsure
Have I made it worse?

Feeding the demons
Placed under my skin

Oh oh oh
I stopped breathing
Can you feel it?
Not anymore
Anymore anymore

But I
I can't hide
Not anymore
They're looking from the outside
I won't deny
All the pride
See through my disguise



Credits
Writer(s): Kait Cantrell
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