Ashes in the Ocean

I went down to the beach today
Cause I know I need it
Hear your voice in every wave
It's like I hear you speaking
I still feel you around
Like a ghost that freaks me out
And it knocks me to the ground
Like a wave that's crashing down
Yeah I thought you were the one
You believed it just for fun
You needed a hand but won't even take off your gloves
Oh whoa oh whoa whoa
You know oh whoa whoa
If you need a friend
If you need respite
You know where to find me
When you get desperate
I still see you around
Like a ghost that freaks me out
And it knocks me to the ground
Every time I think about
I threw your stuff into the ocean
I thought it'd float right out to the sea
But it got washed up on to the beach
If you're a tiny grain of sand
And I'm a god damned hour glass
You fell right through my hands
I never even had a chance
I still feel you around
Like a ghost that freaks me out
And it knocks me to the ground
Every time I think about
I still feel you around
Like a ghost that haunts me now
And I'm falling to the ground
Every time I think about
I ran out into the ocean
But I'll never find you out in the sea
So I let the waves wash me back to the beach