New Romances

Maybe it's a part of me that always wished
That my feelings would one day turn off like a switch
But that's not real I cannot feel
Mmm
Or maybe it's the pretty words that you sung into my ears
That melody that I'll unfortunately remember for years
You drew your past future intact
With me a part of it at last
The perfect match

But some things don't work out the way that you want them to
I guess that's what happened with you

I'm in disbelief you wanted me one day then ran for the hills
I moved the mountains in my mind so we could ever be still
You promised me too many things that you should've withheld
Before you put me through hell
My past dilemmas lived in my mind till our very first day
Where you told me that you would never ever go away
You took my heart replaced its spot but gave it back
Let it break you made a mistake

Yeah it went fast
Now our new romance is in the past

After the night that you called it quits
I resented you more than I'd ever admit
I called you out I screamed and shout
Like a moth to a flame fire aroused
I need to be doused
I guess this was your plan all along
You'll know one day that you're wrong

I'm in disbelief you wanted me one day then ran for the hills
I moved the mountains in my mind so we could ever be still
You promised me too many things that you should've withheld
Before you put me through hell
Changed in just one day you couldn't say what was really on your mind
I pushed it out I forced your mouth then read into all your lies
Your promises now full of shit
You're not supposed to break
You made a mistake

Yeah it went fast
Now our new romance is in the past

It's too late now you can't regret your words
And your foolish talks and your ulterior motives
Your lack of sorrow cut into me like daggers
Salt in open wounds cannot express how this matters

It's in the past
You ruined our new romance

I'm on my knees I let them bleed
To show what you've really done
You've taken me and set me free
Killed my perception of love
Your memory will last in me and all else all above

I'm all alone "no place like home"
No closure is my normal
You can't pretend that our bond was completely informal
Make up your mind that's your device
Now I sit here and cry
Black tears in my eyes

It might loom
But I'm not gonna have a new romance anytime soon...