Finally Understand

This is it
This is it
Said this is it
I figured it out and now I don't feel useless
This is it
I finally understand now
It's true shit is different when you're older
And now that I found my peace
I feel free
There was a time
Where i had to figure my shit out
And I crossed that line
Didn't know if I'd make it over to the other side
Just thinking about it
Like three years ago I didn't want to live
And now I wanna be here

This is it
It's that feeling when you finally understand this
Finally understand why I'm supposed to be here
I think I found a cure
I feel it in my bones now

Hold up nah
I got more to say
It's not like it's a cure cause i'm still in pain
It'll take a little while to ease it
But for now
I'm gonna take a little ride
I gotta get out of my way let's drive
You wouldn't know it but i'm wild
At least I used to be
And then I picked up music again
And I found the best of me
Oh I found peace
This Life might suck
But i know i'm free
These bad thoughts in my head
Are M.I.A
Thank god that i got them out my way

There was a time
Where I had to figure my shit out
And I crossed that line
Didn't know if I'd make it
But I turned out fine
But underneath it all
Deep down I knew I would
Deep down I knew I would
But it doesn't mean
That I wasn't second guessing everything
That came my way
Cause I was struggling through the pain
When your mind wonders
You don't know what to believe
Cause I was going through it

Okay alright
Yeah this is it
It's that feeling when you
Finally Understand it